wrestle with God: a sermon {day 17}

17 Oct

The life of faith has always seemed less like a walk, more like a wrestling match to me.

In one of the most bizarre and beautiful stories of the Bible, Jacob struggles all night with a stranger. Some say it was an angel. I tend to think it was God. Jacob gets a new name at the end–Israel. Israel, which means “he struggles with God.”


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I preached this sermon on Jacob’s wrestling in my preaching class. I preached it just a few weeks after I signed the discharge papers at the hospital. Not many of my classmates knew then why I’d been absent from class or why I’d postponed my original preaching date. (Long story short: No one wants their preacher to ralph in the middle of a sermon, holy fool or not. In one of my wiser moments, I stayed home.)

My professor Chuck sat me down and had a Come-to-Jesus talk with me about what my mental health and how I could not drive myself crazy with perfectionism and fear about this sermon. “I’m instituting the ten-hour rule,” he told me. “You have ten hours to write and practice it. It’s an experiment. Let’s see how it goes.” It was maybe the best sermon I’ve ever preached.

So listen, if you will. And struggle, wrestle, fight this good fight, the way the people of God have always fought. Look on God, and live.

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One Response to “wrestle with God: a sermon {day 17}”

  1. Fenny November 11, 2012 at 12:08 pm #

    Christina – how I can identify with the picture you so beautifully painted with your sermon. It touched my heart to hear about struggling with God instead of walking with God for the exact same reasons as you pointed out. I loved how you share that we ask for a blessing and we receive a wound, just as He himself was wounded, that we struggle with a Savior who is all too well acquainted with wounds and pain and chooses to bless. Thank you!

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